I AM iRESPONSABLE!

with this (me being rude 2 ppl often n' all) bad character (ppl say i have)..
i often ask myself... 
How the FucK am i such a good friend 2 ppl?
i mean why do ppl actually trust ME?
since early times of school ppl (kids) would allways put me in front of them, like i was some kind of leader or sum twisted shit like that...
its true that i allways sort sumthin' out, but i'm as Fuckn shitting my pants as everybody else... i'm also not certain of things... I AM IRRESPONSABLE, don't try 2 make urselves my responsability, cuz i barelly am responsable 4 me...
@ the end of the day, i care about every1 else more than me... but i'm not God, or Morgan Freeman, or sum twisted shit alike...
so please ppl, don't trust me THAT MUCH, ppl disappoint, and as much as i try not 2, sumday i just might (like it or not)!
Billy Blaze